My heart aches. Desires to be loved. Why is it my fault? Someone tell me why. What did I do to deserve this

The puzzle

How do we play this game? The one where we ebb back and forth between two places and two sets of friends. It creates two separate persons, how do I do that? How do I be both, how do I lose myself so much that I have a hard time fitting in, in both places.

Oh my my

The one thing I can't stand is when people don't respect other peoples time. I'm going to scream!!!!