Wednesday, January 14, 2009
The eve of a new / last semester
Oh boy! I can't believe I am a second semester senior! Where have the last four years gone? I'm sure my mom and my dad feel the same way. I love them both so much. Here I am on the eve of the beginning of the end and I am nervious about where it is going. Well I mean with my house, I got here at around 6 and nobody was here until 10. Not that I mind being alone unjust don't want it happening everyday. Im already struggling with loniness enough as it is that I don't need to be alone in my house all the time. I know that I am an emotional eater and a bored eater. I did well tonight and today in general regarding my bad eatting habits. See you in the morning!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
My Fears
Good Morning,
my fears regarding God's plan for me, start in Modesto. Getting to Modesto is not the problem. The problem lies when i get then. Im scared to death of what it is that i actually have to do when i get there. I feel as though I have no clue about what im doing, so how am i suppose to do i. But like Moses, I have been called there. When Moses was called to go to Egypt God went with him every step of the way and helped to accomplish what it was that God wanted him to do. I can only pray and trust that God will do the same for me. Not only when i get there, but also along the way. With the things that I want to accomplish before I get there, I need God's help. I need Him to lead me.
So the 4 things that I mentioned at the beginning of this are
1. Approval
2. Graduation
3. Weight
4. Money
The past couple of days i have had a break through with both money and weight. I went to the doctors on Wed. and talked with my doctor about trying to become a healthier version of myself. She said that I could join Curves, and should go swimming too. Which im excited about. So i went to Curves yesterday and made an appointment to go in on monday to try everything out. The other thing my doctor and I talked about was food, because I don't really eat all of the right foods, but im working on that. So ya, she basically said to continue eatting the way i am eatting, but change my portion size. I am also taking it upon myself to eat more fruits and veggies. YAY. Last night when I went out to eat with my roommate, i was able to look at the plate of pasta, and decide that I only wanted to eat part of it, not all of it. and I did. I was very proud of myself. I also have not been eatting late at night, which i think will help. Now i just have to get to the exersize part of my diet. jaja... maybe soon I can do that.
The other thing that has gone well, is that I came back to MA, and I got myself back into my babysitting job. YAY! If i can do alot of work for her, I am going to do that. I am also thinking about maybe getting a housekeeping, under the table sort of job, and whatever I make from that I want to put into my saving account, and put what I make babysitting into my checking. (I don't have much a choice, given that its a direct deposit into my checking. :-p). well thats it for now. off to work. I don't want to be late. See ya'll laters.
my fears regarding God's plan for me, start in Modesto. Getting to Modesto is not the problem. The problem lies when i get then. Im scared to death of what it is that i actually have to do when i get there. I feel as though I have no clue about what im doing, so how am i suppose to do i. But like Moses, I have been called there. When Moses was called to go to Egypt God went with him every step of the way and helped to accomplish what it was that God wanted him to do. I can only pray and trust that God will do the same for me. Not only when i get there, but also along the way. With the things that I want to accomplish before I get there, I need God's help. I need Him to lead me.
So the 4 things that I mentioned at the beginning of this are
1. Approval
2. Graduation
3. Weight
4. Money
The past couple of days i have had a break through with both money and weight. I went to the doctors on Wed. and talked with my doctor about trying to become a healthier version of myself. She said that I could join Curves, and should go swimming too. Which im excited about. So i went to Curves yesterday and made an appointment to go in on monday to try everything out. The other thing my doctor and I talked about was food, because I don't really eat all of the right foods, but im working on that. So ya, she basically said to continue eatting the way i am eatting, but change my portion size. I am also taking it upon myself to eat more fruits and veggies. YAY. Last night when I went out to eat with my roommate, i was able to look at the plate of pasta, and decide that I only wanted to eat part of it, not all of it. and I did. I was very proud of myself. I also have not been eatting late at night, which i think will help. Now i just have to get to the exersize part of my diet. jaja... maybe soon I can do that.
The other thing that has gone well, is that I came back to MA, and I got myself back into my babysitting job. YAY! If i can do alot of work for her, I am going to do that. I am also thinking about maybe getting a housekeeping, under the table sort of job, and whatever I make from that I want to put into my saving account, and put what I make babysitting into my checking. (I don't have much a choice, given that its a direct deposit into my checking. :-p). well thats it for now. off to work. I don't want to be late. See ya'll laters.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Answering the Assignments
Health
So why do i deserve to be healthy...
1. i was wonderful and fearfully made by the hands of God. And i honestly don't think that, my human person was meant to be this big. i don't feel as though i can complete God's work the way I am. I want to give Him, my best and my all. That is part of why i want to do this.
So why do i want to be healthy...
1. there are alot of answers
2. i want energy, today i spent the day laying in bed because i was so tired, and i had so much today, and could not get out of bed. now this seems to be my lack of sleep, but eh. whatever. I just need to start doing it, instead of keep on waiting.
3. my grandparents health has been spiraling out of control in the past couple of months, and seeing how they have progressed, i want to avoid that. i want to be the best me that i can be. i want to lead a healthy lifestyle. and the best time to start is now. not in 40 years when its necessary, i want to live a healthy life.
One thing that i did to try and make progress regarding my health is to visit my doctor. I went the other day to talk to her about a few things. One was about my diet the other was about my none-existent menstruation. she helped me to see that i can be a healthier me by changing a few things about my current lifestyle. I just gotta work on it. :-p work on it, work on it. jajaja bed time
So why do i deserve to be healthy...
1. i was wonderful and fearfully made by the hands of God. And i honestly don't think that, my human person was meant to be this big. i don't feel as though i can complete God's work the way I am. I want to give Him, my best and my all. That is part of why i want to do this.
So why do i want to be healthy...
1. there are alot of answers
2. i want energy, today i spent the day laying in bed because i was so tired, and i had so much today, and could not get out of bed. now this seems to be my lack of sleep, but eh. whatever. I just need to start doing it, instead of keep on waiting.
3. my grandparents health has been spiraling out of control in the past couple of months, and seeing how they have progressed, i want to avoid that. i want to be the best me that i can be. i want to lead a healthy lifestyle. and the best time to start is now. not in 40 years when its necessary, i want to live a healthy life.
One thing that i did to try and make progress regarding my health is to visit my doctor. I went the other day to talk to her about a few things. One was about my diet the other was about my none-existent menstruation. she helped me to see that i can be a healthier me by changing a few things about my current lifestyle. I just gotta work on it. :-p work on it, work on it. jajaja bed time
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