I am still having trouble undertanding myself. Those lies... never seem to leave me be. I hate coming to this class alone, I still cant seem to make friends the way I want to. It's the peer thing, I guess I look even more like a loser to the because I am all alone. But maybe if I wasn't afraid of them than there wouldn't be a problem, unfortunately it's a phobia, one that I am ashamed of and can't believe I live my life by. I need a new beginning. I can tell everyone to live that way, but I can't believe it or live it for myself. I live in a world of excuses a closed world where I am all alone I can't share my burrden. I need someone to hold me accountable, but of no one knows how can they help.
God I come to you and pray for your strenght to empower me. I refuse to live the lies.
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